What was that about? Why did you involve Reinette? What did you think I would tell her? What if it had been something really mutilatey? What would have been the punishment?
*thinks* I didn't really think about the punishment, I wasn't really counting on you earning one. And I had no idea what you would tell her, I figured you'd give me enough to go on to incorporate at least one element of what you'd said into what I asked her to do, if it had been mutilatey, so be it, I'd have skipped that part. *rubs your back some more* Reinette... likes to play around, but she doesn't really get you sometimes. Sometimes she's taken aback by how I treat you or talk to you, I can tell. She's not a sub and she doesn't really understand how much it turns you on. I need her to... be a bit more au fait with it, because I want her to help me with something I'm planning for you. Her and Jack.
You've told me far worse things, but... for the purposes of getting Reinete to understand what you're about, it was perfect, so I let it slide.
If I'd asked you to tell me, you'd have told me something else entirely, I'm damn sure of that, but that's because towards me you're less ashamed of... that desire to be used and treated like an object. That's not the most shameful desire you have when it's just you and me, but towards an outsider it is. I can understand that.
I honestly couldn't think of anything else I could tell her. The minute I read your card it took over my head and wouldn't let anything else in, so I didn't really have a choice. I was nervous you wouldn't think it was enough, somehow.
I didn't know how far she would take it. I braced myself for the worst and when it didn't come, it was strange.
I thought she'd take it further as well, but... I could tell she was getting turned on by it and she was having a bit of difficulty processing why. Like I said, she likes to play, but she doesn't really do the headfuck stuff. I think she needed to go think about how that all works for a while, so I let her go.
*holds you tight* Me too. I could do this all day.
Now... the truth, pet. Can I go back to work in a bit or do you need to have me around? I can work from home, I've got nothing to do at the Hub until we locate the Doctor.
You know I always love having you around. But I'm really okay, it didn't hurt that much or was that intense. If it had been more like the fantasy then yes, definitely, but...
It was very clear both of you cared about me a lot. It wasn't hard at all to submit to that.
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Date: 2011-06-01 07:57 am (UTC)Ask away.
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Date: 2011-06-01 07:59 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-06-01 08:10 am (UTC)I didn't really think about the punishment, I wasn't really counting on you earning one. And I had no idea what you would tell her, I figured you'd give me enough to go on to incorporate at least one element of what you'd said into what I asked her to do, if it had been mutilatey, so be it, I'd have skipped that part.
*rubs your back some more*
Reinette... likes to play around, but she doesn't really get you sometimes. Sometimes she's taken aback by how I treat you or talk to you, I can tell. She's not a sub and she doesn't really understand how much it turns you on. I need her to... be a bit more au fait with it, because I want her to help me with something I'm planning for you. Her and Jack.
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-06-01 08:16 am (UTC)However did you guess?
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:19 am (UTC)She seemed shocked that I fantasize anout not coming.
What do you think about what I told her?
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:30 am (UTC)If I'd asked you to tell me, you'd have told me something else entirely, I'm damn sure of that, but that's because towards me you're less ashamed of... that desire to be used and treated like an object. That's not the most shameful desire you have when it's just you and me, but towards an outsider it is. I can understand that.
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:38 am (UTC)I didn't know how far she would take it. I braced myself for the worst and when it didn't come, it was strange.
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:45 am (UTC)I thought she'd take it further as well, but... I could tell she was getting turned on by it and she was having a bit of difficulty processing why. Like I said, she likes to play, but she doesn't really do the headfuck stuff. I think she needed to go think about how that all works for a while, so I let her go.
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:50 am (UTC)*snuggles*
I do like this, though.
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:54 am (UTC)Me too. I could do this all day.
Now... the truth, pet. Can I go back to work in a bit or do you need to have me around? I can work from home, I've got nothing to do at the Hub until we locate the Doctor.
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Date: 2011-06-01 09:07 am (UTC)It was very clear both of you cared about me a lot. It wasn't hard at all to submit to that.
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Date: 2011-06-01 11:54 am (UTC)Give it time.
*kisses you*
I'd better get going, then. I need to trace the Doctor.
*stands up and gets dressed*
Shoes, pet.
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Date: 2011-06-01 02:33 pm (UTC)I promise I'll call right away if something hits me out of nowhere, Sir.
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Date: 2011-06-01 03:28 pm (UTC)*leads the way upstairs*