You've told me far worse things, but... for the purposes of getting Reinete to understand what you're about, it was perfect, so I let it slide.
If I'd asked you to tell me, you'd have told me something else entirely, I'm damn sure of that, but that's because towards me you're less ashamed of... that desire to be used and treated like an object. That's not the most shameful desire you have when it's just you and me, but towards an outsider it is. I can understand that.
I honestly couldn't think of anything else I could tell her. The minute I read your card it took over my head and wouldn't let anything else in, so I didn't really have a choice. I was nervous you wouldn't think it was enough, somehow.
I didn't know how far she would take it. I braced myself for the worst and when it didn't come, it was strange.
I thought she'd take it further as well, but... I could tell she was getting turned on by it and she was having a bit of difficulty processing why. Like I said, she likes to play, but she doesn't really do the headfuck stuff. I think she needed to go think about how that all works for a while, so I let her go.
*holds you tight* Me too. I could do this all day.
Now... the truth, pet. Can I go back to work in a bit or do you need to have me around? I can work from home, I've got nothing to do at the Hub until we locate the Doctor.
You know I always love having you around. But I'm really okay, it didn't hurt that much or was that intense. If it had been more like the fantasy then yes, definitely, but...
It was very clear both of you cared about me a lot. It wasn't hard at all to submit to that.
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:19 am (UTC)She seemed shocked that I fantasize anout not coming.
What do you think about what I told her?
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:30 am (UTC)If I'd asked you to tell me, you'd have told me something else entirely, I'm damn sure of that, but that's because towards me you're less ashamed of... that desire to be used and treated like an object. That's not the most shameful desire you have when it's just you and me, but towards an outsider it is. I can understand that.
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:38 am (UTC)I didn't know how far she would take it. I braced myself for the worst and when it didn't come, it was strange.
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:45 am (UTC)I thought she'd take it further as well, but... I could tell she was getting turned on by it and she was having a bit of difficulty processing why. Like I said, she likes to play, but she doesn't really do the headfuck stuff. I think she needed to go think about how that all works for a while, so I let her go.
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:50 am (UTC)*snuggles*
I do like this, though.
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Date: 2011-06-01 08:54 am (UTC)Me too. I could do this all day.
Now... the truth, pet. Can I go back to work in a bit or do you need to have me around? I can work from home, I've got nothing to do at the Hub until we locate the Doctor.
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Date: 2011-06-01 09:07 am (UTC)It was very clear both of you cared about me a lot. It wasn't hard at all to submit to that.
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Date: 2011-06-01 11:54 am (UTC)Give it time.
*kisses you*
I'd better get going, then. I need to trace the Doctor.
*stands up and gets dressed*
Shoes, pet.
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Date: 2011-06-01 02:33 pm (UTC)I promise I'll call right away if something hits me out of nowhere, Sir.
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Date: 2011-06-01 03:28 pm (UTC)*leads the way upstairs*