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mme_depompadour*yawns*
*cuddles Fred*
I feel awful. My minge hurts. I am scared to have a wee. Bugger.
He left me.
First Lynda left me all alone, and then suddenly the Doctor came back and I was so relieved to see him and I thought he was going to help me with our baby and I could feel her coming and it hurt so much and I was so happy that he was there and suddenly he said something about my woman's parts and then he was just gone and there was nobody there and I was all alone and it hurt so much. And then Sarah Jane came in and made it all ok and then Fred was there and she was beautiful and I forgot all about the whole thing until I woke up this morning and it all came flooding back.
*cries*
And he's not here now either. I heard him talking to Sarah Jane last night when they thought I was asleep, and he was talking about running away. I couldn't hear what she was saying. I hope she talked him out of it. Or maybe I don't. I don't really know anymore. I don't know where he is now. I dreamt last night that he was off having gay sex with Jack. At least I know the chances of that are pretty slim, what with Jack still being trapped somewhere. Thank heavens for small mercies.
Fred looks a bit like Penny. Her hair is a bit darker, but they could be twins. She's so beautiful. She's sleeping again now. I might have a nap myself, I'm shattered.
*cuddles Fred*
I feel awful. My minge hurts. I am scared to have a wee. Bugger.
He left me.
First Lynda left me all alone, and then suddenly the Doctor came back and I was so relieved to see him and I thought he was going to help me with our baby and I could feel her coming and it hurt so much and I was so happy that he was there and suddenly he said something about my woman's parts and then he was just gone and there was nobody there and I was all alone and it hurt so much. And then Sarah Jane came in and made it all ok and then Fred was there and she was beautiful and I forgot all about the whole thing until I woke up this morning and it all came flooding back.
*cries*
And he's not here now either. I heard him talking to Sarah Jane last night when they thought I was asleep, and he was talking about running away. I couldn't hear what she was saying. I hope she talked him out of it. Or maybe I don't. I don't really know anymore. I don't know where he is now. I dreamt last night that he was off having gay sex with Jack. At least I know the chances of that are pretty slim, what with Jack still being trapped somewhere. Thank heavens for small mercies.
Fred looks a bit like Penny. Her hair is a bit darker, but they could be twins. She's so beautiful. She's sleeping again now. I might have a nap myself, I'm shattered.
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Date: 2006-08-12 01:10 pm (UTC)I am not emo. I love you in a non-needy way, and you are very beautiful. As is baby Fred, who has nice... ears?
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Date: 2006-08-12 01:16 pm (UTC)Why did you leave me? I needed you.
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Date: 2006-08-12 01:22 pm (UTC)I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I got a bit flustered and I didn't know what to do and I went to go and become calm and when I got back you had made Fred become born.
*kisses your forehead*
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Date: 2006-08-12 01:29 pm (UTC)I was so scared. I thought you weren't coming back.
I wanted you to be there.
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Date: 2006-08-12 01:34 pm (UTC)I was there for some of it. I remember, because you swore at me and hurt my hand and Fred had a head and that was very exciting.
I would never leave you, my darling essence of love. *kiss*
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Date: 2006-08-12 01:35 pm (UTC)*cries*
I'm so tired. Will you hold me?
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Date: 2006-08-12 01:37 pm (UTC)Fred is very beautiful for a baby.
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Date: 2006-08-12 01:54 pm (UTC)I'm really angry with you.
*sobs*
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Date: 2006-08-12 02:08 pm (UTC)Anger leads to the Dark Side. Yoda said that. And he was very wise, although fictional.
I got you a present.
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Date: 2006-08-12 02:13 pm (UTC)Whatever you say. I'm still angry.
What is it?
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Date: 2006-08-12 02:20 pm (UTC)*shows*
It is a little baby hat for babies that I got when we were on Gingerworld. It is made for ginger babies, but they have normal sized heads even though they are ginger.
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Date: 2006-08-12 02:35 pm (UTC)You got a present for our baby? While we were on Gingerworld
for the sex?You do care!
*sobs*
I love you.
*reads card*
"Sorry I fucked off while you were giving birth to my daughter"
That's very...apt.
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Date: 2006-08-12 02:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-08-12 03:01 pm (UTC)It's certainly to the point.
Thank you.
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Date: 2006-08-12 08:41 pm (UTC)*handporns*
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Date: 2006-08-12 10:13 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-08-12 10:18 pm (UTC)Don't be sad, my love.
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Date: 2006-08-12 10:38 pm (UTC)*hugs you*
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Date: 2006-08-12 10:40 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-08-12 10:47 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-08-12 10:50 pm (UTC)yourour baby?no subject
Date: 2006-08-12 10:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-08-12 10:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-08-12 01:11 pm (UTC)Fred is adorable.
Sleep now.
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Date: 2006-08-12 01:15 pm (UTC)*cries*
I'm not an imbecile, I know my own mind. HE WASN'T THERE.
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Date: 2006-08-12 01:18 pm (UTC)I only want to assure you that at no time were you left without company during your confinement - I would not have allowed it. Indeed, you were attended by several people, albeit not all at the same time
due to timezone problems.no subject
Date: 2006-08-12 01:27 pm (UTC)Stop defending him! HE LEFT ME
MUMWHEN I NEEDED HIM TO BE THERE. He was therearguing with other peopleduring the labour, and he was there afterwards, but not when I needed his help bringing our baby into the world.Timezone problems my arse, you maybe, yes. He just buggered off.no subject
Date: 2006-08-12 01:36 pm (UTC)This matter is between the two of you.
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Date: 2006-08-12 01:29 pm (UTC)Nice save, mum.no subject
Date: 2006-08-12 08:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-08-12 10:57 pm (UTC)THERE WAS A BIT OF A WEE BUGGER WHEN JACK CAME BACK.*PROUD OF YOU AND THE BABY*
WILL YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO STROKE ME MAYBE WHILE YOU'RE NURSING OR SOMETHING CAUSE THAT MIGHT BE KIND OF HOT