But those things.... the things in that little glass of yours... they didn't happen. They're just things that could have happened. There's no way to know if they would have. That's why my people used to tidy up all the fragments after... things like that happened.
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Date: 2006-10-04 10:45 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-04 10:47 am (UTC)I...
Doctor, I don't want to make another baby. Not right now.
Maybe not ever.
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Date: 2006-10-04 10:51 am (UTC)it'd be a little friend for Penny. More than one, maybe. We could have a boy and then we'd have one of each.
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Date: 2006-10-04 10:56 am (UTC)Doctor, I just really don't want to think about it right now. I'm not ready.
I've just lost a child, I can't just move on and get over it like you do.
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Date: 2006-10-04 11:00 am (UTC)We don't have to have one right now. Or even talk about it if you don't want to. I just thought it might be nice for you.
I'm sorry. I don't always understand you.
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Date: 2006-10-04 11:03 am (UTC)I don't. Want to talk about it. I...
I can't.
*puts cup down*
*twirls memory crystal in the light*
*teary*
I know you don't.
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Date: 2006-10-04 11:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-04 11:07 am (UTC)OK. If you want.
*pockets memory crystal*
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Date: 2006-10-04 11:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-04 11:18 am (UTC)It makes me sad and happy at the same time, you know?
I miss her, but I want to remember her in a happy way. The way she was.
*teary*
How much we loved her.
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Date: 2006-10-04 11:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-04 11:23 am (UTC)I know. It's just nice to think that they might have.
I...
I don't know, it's just reassuring somehow.
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Date: 2006-10-04 11:26 am (UTC)I'm sorry that she died.
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Date: 2006-10-04 11:29 am (UTC)I know you are.
It wasn't your fault.
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Date: 2006-10-04 11:33 am (UTC)It sort of was. It was my idea. I wanted her to be safe but even before that I wanted her and Penny to be...
normal.
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Date: 2006-10-04 11:45 am (UTC)I know.
Please, I don't want to discuss it, I can't...
I don't want to blame you. Please don't make me. Please...
I don't want to talk about it anymore.
*cries*
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Date: 2006-10-04 11:53 am (UTC)I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry.
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Date: 2006-10-04 12:00 pm (UTC)*wipes eyes*
I'm sorry, I don't mean to upset you.
I...It's OK. I'm fine.
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Date: 2006-10-04 12:06 pm (UTC)Sometimes it feels like all I ever do is make you cry.
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Date: 2006-10-04 12:09 pm (UTC)No. You don't. It's me, I'm...
I'm too sensitive.
*takes out memory crystal*
*throws it in a kitchen drawer*
*closes drawer*
*smiles*
There. I'm fine.
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Date: 2006-10-04 12:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-04 12:18 pm (UTC)*smiles*
I've decided I am not going to cry anymore.
Ever.
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Date: 2006-10-04 12:24 pm (UTC)Does it make you feel better when you cry?
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Date: 2006-10-04 12:27 pm (UTC)Ummm...sometimes?
*thinks*
No, not really. It's just me being over emotional. And probably subconsciously trying to manipulate you in some way. You know how women are.
*pours another cup of tea*
More tea?
*looks at tea*
Actually I've gone right off tea.
*pours it down sink*
*smiles*
Let's fuck.
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Date: 2006-10-04 03:12 pm (UTC)Are you feeling okay?
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Date: 2006-10-04 04:04 pm (UTC)Yes. I'm fine. More than fine, actually.
*kisses you hard*
*grabs you*
I don't want to feel sad anymore.
*smiles*
Shag me.
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Date: 2006-10-04 10:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-04 10:51 pm (UTC)Now.
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Date: 2006-10-04 11:11 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-05 05:36 am (UTC)*arsegrab*
*snogs*
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Date: 2006-10-05 07:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-10-05 07:25 pm (UTC)*gropes*
I feel like a new woman.
*undoes your trousers*